Please spare me a moment of your time to read through what I am going through and then below there'll be plenty of stuff to watch... you must read and watch to understand this. Don't just skip on by, better things, as this is kinda important.
I have to get this out because it's been bothering me like crazy lately. So, I told you about my psycho neighbor's right? I told you about where I am staying now and how they are constantly following me everywhere I go and for the past 6 months have been playing "noises" in my walls, so since I called the cops (who's obviously in on this) to tell him what's up, to make a report, the landlady here had the balls to walk out side with a GIANT RED HAT (again they use colors to signal things, this being death (red for blood), same way they are constantly coming into my room while I am sleeping and cutting up my arm, specifically my wrists. How they had a woman named Kristen living here with big giant boobs who was responsible for stealing my bike. It's really a big giant mess these people are putting me in... they think I think I'm the messiah and so it's their duty to CONSTANTLY, stalk me everywhere, they're trying to use "mind-control" tactics which I'll go into further here in a second to control me... still it's with the same blonde woman stuff, they put blonde women in my life to make me uncomfortable even leaving my room. It's like they just want me to sit here and find information online for them so they can taunt me more, or travel somewhere where they can stalk me. The "noises" are not what schiznophrenic people report, which are "voices"... these noises are clearly harassment and mind-control. So I've been watching these videos exposing peadophiles and so I think to thwart my attention away from them possibly being this way they're using the children next door to play moaning noises while I use the bathroom and take a shower... these people, I believe have infused themselves in my life since I was a child, possibly I am one of their mind-control slaves because somehow I fear they are coming into my bedroom when I am sleeping and doing things, as I reported in my previous blog. I called the FBI in Washington to tell them about these people, who clearly have some strange fascinatioin with 9/11, to tell them about this "mass group stalking", about their games, stalking, their double-speak, signs/signals and they just hung up the phone on me (clearly they're part of this as you will explore here in a moment)... I clearly explained to people in cahoots with those who are supposed to stop terrorists (like Homeland Security) and I thought they would've jumped at finding out what these obsessed-with-9/11-folks are doing to me.
It doesn't stop there, everybody going on about their spiritual or informational business about exposing freedom seem to find a moment here and there to make a jab at me, because it's almost like they all watching me live... on my computer... so when you hear things from people on GCN, American Freedom Radio, The News (ABC, Fox, etc.), on TV (National Geographic Channel, even to PBS), even BlogTalkRadio you overlook so much double-talk that's being pointed at me, as a form of mind-control. Everything from talking and pointing their faces at their mouths to signal either something sexual or talking about their wives for no reason (since I am single) to tell me that's what I want. I really can't go every thing but you have to look out for it... it's real, it's CONSTANT and I'm sure a lot of you have caught-on atleast to something weird going on and it's not just with names. I had wondered before why there were so many perverted time names in the world, I thought maybe their some synchronistic thing and God was trying to talk to me about love and relationships but now I know these people named themselves that because they are perverts, in many cases. They've been trying to brainwash me and they go irrate whenever I include antique girl pictures in my artwork for school, to the point they even shut off my power while I was doing an assignment and so my Digital Photography (Photoshop) teacher at school who had accepted an assignment from me late at Foothill College did not allow me to turn in that assignment (when my power was out) because he wanted me to drop a letter grade in my class and so I spoke to the Dean, even the school President (names like Judy - Judge Judy, and Christina), all refused to acknowledge the teacher once accpted an assignment late and was playing games and refusing that assignment to sabatoge my grades. As we speak they have "moaning" noises in my wall that won't stop, clearly with children next door not even a few feet from me, so for a few weeks I just played children's cartoons on my TV so that they would see that they are affecting the kids, but the videos below I watched will show you they just don't care and/or are part of this... because the little girl next door decided to march across my front door yesterday with her father (half-naked) and scratching his private parts... clearly they see everything I do on my computer and they just want to taunt any truth I find out. It's really bizarre, they threaten to go through my things and I can not even tell the FBI, or the police (as is required). They're still threatening my life... they're still on my computer disrupting... now I had to purchase a new computer and that was a living nightmare, they let people at Best-Buy -purposefully- sell me a broken machine that was clearly a return, just to taunt me, they put a blonde women in the department I was shopping at just to stand there... just like at school, to tell me I wasn't allowed to show-up on campus, only to be a distance-learning student they put a "super hot chick" clearly a model and not a real student, much older than most, practically half-naked to sit next to a "hot guy" (like the Mathew man I told you has been stalking me for over a year--- bible name), and so they do this everywhere I go and I can always tell it's one of them... for them the fun never stops, whether it's following me with red cars if I have my period or sending people just to "talk shit" everywhere I go or to play "noises" at me (little asian children coughing, crying, moaning). If I see something about a missing boy on TV they start banging on my wall all night... if I see something disgusting about M&M's video getting molested by his dad and something about gurgling semen then I hear little girl coughing noises in by my window (repeatedly) when I had not heard them for days... it's the noise you make at someone who smokes and you're pissed off at, not a cold... that's for sure... So, I'm starting to wonder if BP is just some hoax, mostly directed at me as there is something in it about Bible Prophecy, something about the oceans turning all black and the last survivors end-up on a single island and FYI I'm going to Hawaii next month where Lost was filmed. Everytime I turn on the TV or go to places with people who are working hard on the BP disaster info, someone named Matthew comes on the scene. Then I have been watching info on the twelve tribes of Israel, where Haiti was mentioned and something about Edimites (sp?) and Israelites and some ongoing for eternity stupid war they're still carrying on. Welcome to the 21st century people, it's time now to stop waring... stop living in the past. Time now for living in the Future, full of love and perversion can not bring you true love, we all know that... http://www.youtube.com/user/THEARAYAHDOCTRINE
Already I am getting people from Hawaii (I wanted to rent an apartment there) bombarding me with emails with names like "Lucy" for Lucifer, Laurie for Liar, as Yahoo (which really means Yahweh, God of Hebrew bible??) lets people go through my emails I suspect. If you're not in on this then you're just not part of the crowed because everybody else seems to be, while they're busy doing so and so they don't mind talking a moment to make a jab at me, ohhhh and for all those helpless actors who know not what they writers have intended. Bottom-line actors directors and the movie makers need to start taking more responsiblity for what they are doing. I am here to celebrate life and if you are not then you need to back up... you men with hyper sexual situations must seek help, must realise that perhaps you are being used by other entities or perhaps you're just insane and must stop. In my world, hurting children is just plain not allowed especially for sex. As I always say, a quote from a movie, "children have faught wars, they have built nations, they are strong and they have courage"... they are life-blood of humanity and the future... they're not for the cock-planet future, I'm sorry to say whether aliens demand or not... Sounds crazy but finding out these things makes life crazy... I am disturbed, I am admit, but I am not a pervert and I am not a hater... I am sad and I say mean things when I am angry, but I never act on what I say, I do not taunt and I do respect others, even the evil ones that spend their quality time messing with my mind... after checking out the movie "Communion" (1989) not sure why I was watching peodophelia like videos I will show below, of course viewer discretion advised and no actual scense of grossness (no worries), I decided to watch that movie and started to realise the grosse things Christopher Walken was saying... so you're going to have to have to put "paedophilia" on the back of your mind as you watch it, that's the only way you'll be able to understand the double-talk... the idea is to use immense amounts of trauma on a child so you can split their personalities (Project Bluebird?) and then use an alter personality as a sex-slave or as a murderer. Honestly I am baffled and frankly disgusted at how easily hypnosis works and why God would allow this to be able to happen to people. Hopefully I can find that it's for a higher purpose and not to be used by the military and by perverts (or aliens?!?)... So, it makes me wonder what aliens really are then, like in the past they were elves people reported, is this just "imagination land" so that humans can commit torturous acts on people... that is what I am finding out and it doesn't look good from here:
Watch these films called "Second Semester": http://www.hashemstudios.com/
(to get you started)
TEL-EVIL-SION PART 9 NOW IT GETS DARKER PART 1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpWHyTzIXZo
The Blue Beings (aka djinns, jinns) Agenda P1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYwf-hS6z40
The Labyrinth (1986 film)
Communion (1989 film)
The Wizard of Oz (1939 film)
The X-Files, Season 6 - Episode 1 (TV Show)
(Notice things in these films like Mr. Rogers rubbin' on wood like oooohhh penis, David Duchovny getting all drooly about the sounds of youngsters (colors being used like green for cloting (reptilians), red hallway and Mulder rubbing up some slimey pipe, hinting at sexual toture and blood, some strange comment about infants), Communion: dood getting all (ohhh, Doctor I can't escape my lust for toddlers running all over the place)...
That's all I have so far... but there's quiet a bit of footage from different films and even explaining to you how Alice and Wonderland may have been used as this "imagination land" to keep a little girl named Alice Liddle as a mind-control slaves, all with the strange poems and the like. So, all I have so far is something about mirrors, the possiblity of these entities coming to inhabit people to do strange things (not unlike the stalking and noises I'm experiencing here at home I imagine), and they are obsessed with perversions and sex. I hope it's not just human beings, either way it's a difficult battle and so I also pin David Icke to this who seems to expose many paedophiles but I happened (in my sycnchronistic way of being) to stumble upon a video where at the beginning he was all whispery, the way you talk to a child, and kept pointing to his mouth... I hope he is not one of them but I have always wondered why it's old men so interested in Ufology (imaginationland?)... but it could all still be real aliens.... so that is why I continue my search and hope with your knowledge now you can see beyond some of the double-talk, the mind-games. Be strong, and I will be strong for you always. I hope it isn't true, some big diversion from the alien truth by taking a "below the belt" jab, but that remains to be seen so I continue to search for the truth. I'm not trying to turn the whole world into this paradigm, or everything I've learned about Ufology, but this for certain is a strange aspect I have come upon and so I am sharing it with you, to take value in what you will learn and to see through the games.
Ohh yeh when I did a search on some blogs A.A. appeared, maybe it's some large peadophile group and so I say this because I noticed Christopher Walken in the film Communion sitting in a car for no apparent reason and a budweiser truck passing by... so A.A. (alcoholics anonymous, possibly not the same meaning for the group)... again I am not saying it's actors, or just writers but somebody part of the film(s) are hinting at all this... popi fields (Afghanistan, opium??) and likely a few other meanings... meanings, meanings... that's what this is all about and it's difficult to know anything for sure and also how to dismiss ufo sightings or why not more people have seen them bothers me too... still many questions... good luck on your quest to find the truth.
Plot carrys on... not gunna use the other term here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Children_of_the_Lamp
So what do fairies and blue beings and djinn and peodophilia (...phil...) have to do with children?! I dunno, I keep asking myself this and hoping it's just a diversion from some other truth... but this is getting creepy. I'm getting a whisper of a man now kinda like sniffing as if he just snorted coke and they imagine this, say this to yourself without a space in between, read allowed in a whisper tone: "heyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyheyhey
heyheyheyheyhey"... weird uh? Like they're trying to scare me, remember how I told you Dr. Khan wanted me to keep telling the hospital I am sucidial (indefinately)... this is punishment for me not being tricked into instutiontanlizing myself... and the rest of the jerks think they're doing "God's work" and tormenting me as if I were "the devil" (clearly nothing like them), and so they won't stop playing games, stalking me and taunting me, basically filling up the world with riddles, games (sometimes Life, sometimes Monopoly, sometimes poker, sometimes checkers, some chess and whole lotta shirades)... Carry on then... lots may be false memories they put in me, sort-of psychological warfare and lots of smoke/mirrors, and disruption. Hope this helps finding out some truth at it keeps getting stranger the things that we are all finding out about the Occultic Games and the worldwide corruption.
Go to the right-hand side of this window and click on the word "Friends" to view what others have posted, their people who just want to taunt, see they talk about natural disasters (something they would blame on God, which they think it's okay to blame me because they either think I'm God or want me to claim I think I'm God... it's sad really and everyone and their mom's at it, just shows more proof of what I am saying. That is why I am reposting this and you will see me sandwhiched between articles of blonde women, "big people", natural disasters and anything they think I either made a mistake on or am not paying enough attention to... meanwhile they still make riddles for me to solve... Lotsa people just wanting to play games with me and I dunno what to do anymore with them. But I have to carry on and I deserve peace, as I do not make problems for them. Any problems created by the Earth is it's way of keeping us alive, ie. volcanoes which over at BP want me to use my magical powers to keep the volcanoe (which gives us carbon) to live... it doesn't work that way. I'm not a child. Don't toy with the children. You were told.